One of the worst things about getting your time of the month?

It's a constant reminder that your body failed to do what it was made to do.  What makes it even worse for me now is each cycle I know there is absolutely no way I could even remotely be pregnant, unless I am Mary the sequel, and yet when I get my period I am reminded that not only am I not pregnant but my clock is running down faster and faster by the day.  I am reminded that not only have I lost my husband but I have lost the child/ren we had hoped to have and the odds are against me ever getting to be a mom.  And hey let's just rub it in a little bit more by having my period show up two days after Mother's Day. :-(