This day has sucked for many many years for me. In the past though I at least had David to lean on, to offer me the support I needed to get through the day. This year I am basically on my own. But not really. Usually our Church service seems to be all about being a Mom and how great it is, but thankfully our Pastor who did today's service didn't make it all about Mother's Day. That helped, it helped a lot. Plus I had two great friends who went to the earlier service who let me know it was safe for me emotionally to go to Church, they "reviewed" it for me and would have let me know if they thought I wouldn't be able to handle it. Plus I have a wonderful niece who made sure to see me and let me know she loves me. She is a very special girl who brightens my world everytime I see her or even just think of her! I also have many friends who have lifted me up today just by letting me know that they know this day is painful for me. I don't have the life I wanted, not even a tiny bit but I am blessed with the family and friends who are such a huge part of my life. It made this day all the more bearable for me.
Thank You!
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