I think I should have titled this blog...

life is a headache.  Well mine seems to be one anyway.  Or at least it feels like I keep having them.  *Sigh* but other then that it was a good day!  I have been going to bible study classes since January.  The one that meets on Wednesdays is for women only, well except our pastor who runs it cause well he is a guy.  But anyway I love Wednesdays cause even though I was scared to go at first and the first few weeks I never spoke and argued about what we were talking about in my head I love going now.  I talk and really think about what we are learning.  I think this part of the detour has been good for me.  It's like when you do have a real detour and you end up finding this great restaurant or store and you never would have found it if not for the detour.  If not for David dying I never would have gone to bible study, I would never have really started thinking about my faith and what I believe in.  What matters to me, who I am, who I am going to be because I will never be who I was.  I hope I like who I become, I hope God likes who I become.