It's been 7 months today since this latest detour began

You know that saying you don't know what you have until it's gone?  I knew what I had, I loved what I had, I appreciated what I had and now that it's gone it makes it hurt that much more.  I can't believe it's been seven months since he was last able to talk to me.  I still don't know how to live without him.  It's amazing that I lived by myself for two years but the minute David entered my life my life became all about him and me as a couple.  We were a unit in the truest sense of the word.  He wasn't just part of my world he was my world.  And in two days it will be Mother's Day, just another reminder of what we never got to have.  What I will never get to have now.  I don't know how to go on without him.  Without the dreams we had.   Why was he taken from me?  Why was I left all alone?