My last full day with David

52 weeks ago on Tuesday Oct 6 I spent my last full day with my David.  In the morning he went to a meeting at a vocational rehab place while I went to work out at Curves.  He came home all excited because he had been given a list of names to call for job interviews.  He was finally going to be able to go back to work!  That night I decided to surprise him by taking him to see Toy Story 1 & 2 in 3D.  He was such a big kid!  On the way home he thanked me for taking him.  I was still waiting to ovulate so we got home and we made love.  It was such a nice normal happy day.  I wish I could remember it without crying but I know I will never be allowed to have another day like that with my David so it makes that memory so sad for me instead of happy. =(