And you never really know where your life may go. I am so busy lately. Between my weekly girls support group meeting on Wednesdays, bible study on Wednesday mornings, Sunday School/Bible study every other week on Sundays and ESL on Monday nights. Oh yea and working 10 hours a week at Meadowbrook I am keeping pretty active. Oh and I also am doing the food bank twice every six weeks and bulletins at church once every eight weeks. I am enjoying being active I am but I wish I didn't have to lose David for this to happen. I am selfish and I want this life plus my husband. Because at the end of the day I am still lonely.
I would have to say my favorite of everything I am doing is working with the kids at Sunday School and ESL. I love them you and older. They are all so cute and so full of energy and they all just want to learn!
So today at work (after my sort of accident) I was thinking about how much I am enjoying the kids. David and I had talked about being foster parents but we knew until he got his transplant it wasn't an option and then well we just didn't have enough time to act on it. So now I am back to thinking about being a foster parent. I am just in the thinking stage but my gut and heart both tell me it's something I want to do, something I might be good at. I want to be a mom and there are so many kids out there who want/need a mom who will love them and do their best to raise them the right way. Maybe this is what I was meant to do? Maybe this is God's purpose for me?
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