What would my life be like right now if David hadn't died? I know I wouldn't be as close to my friends as I am now, so that is one thing I would not want to change. Everything else though? And I do mean everything else I would change back in a heartbeat to have David here with me. In 4 weeks it will be a year and I hate my life and I hate having had to open myself up and I just I don't know what I want but this isn't it. This ache in my soul this pain in my chest, these tears once again streaming down my face.
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