Yet another day has gone by

Still really depressed but feeling a little better.  Went to church this morning and we sat in the back which means I couldn't hear very well.  Since the sermon touched a lot on what I am going through (yes God I see your hands all over that one!) I decided to go again tonight so I could actually hear it all.  It's kind of annoying because it feels like God knew where my head would be this weekend so he had the Pastor do this specific sermon today.  Very annoying and yet comforting all at the same time.  Almost like he used my Pastor to talk to me.  I am still struggling, a lot.  But the sermon has given me a lot to think about in a positive way.  It also helps that all of my friends have supported me and told me it is the companies loss and in my heart I know they are right.  I would have been a damn good employee for these people and they have lost out on a golden opportunity.  So now I need God to show me which direction I am supposed to move in next.