Friday, August 6, 2010

Knocked down again

So I didn't get the job.  I don't know what to do or think or feel anymore.  I am so tired of getting kicked while I am already down.  I don't know what God wants from me.  If there even is a God.  Not only am I at the end of my rope but the rope is gone.  I just want to be with David, it's all I want.  It's all I think about.  It's all I care about.  So now I just wait until I can be with him again.  It's all I have left in me.

2 comments:

Unknown said...

Think about this for a minute....
If you happened to show up on my door step crying,
I would care!

If you called me and asked
me to pick you up because something happened,
I would come!

If you had one day left
to live your life,
I would want to be part of
that last day!

If you needed a shoulder
to cry on,
I would give you mine!

Romy said...

Becky, so sorry you didn't get the job. I know it's easy for me to say, but don't give up. There is something better out there waiting for you!