Feeling very blessed tonight!

It sucks that I had to lose David.  There will always be a hole in my heart from his dying to young and way to soon.  But I am seeing that his death has opened my eyes to a lot of things.  Like the fact that while I don't feel the family connection to my family that I wish I felt, the friends I have made in life has more then made up for that.  You don't realize how lucky you are until you find your life turned upside down and you have true friends who are there for you.  Some I have in my life and some I only have online but all of them just mean the world to me.  I will never forget this for as long as I live!