It's funny how TV can imitate life, or I should say my life.  Being home sick I am getting caught up on some of my tv shows and I just watched last weeks Mike and Molly.  In it they are talking about having kids.  Molly says she never wanted kids till she got with Mike.  That is how I was, until I got with David.  Then I wanted his kids.  Yes we never had them, but being with him opened my heart to the possibility of being a Mom and now I still would love to be one.  It's amazing how the love of the right person can make you see yourself in ways you never thought possible.